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| Tuesday, July 14th, 2009 | | 4:52 pm |
Survive The Wicked Daily Jive
Person 1: You wake up in the morning and realize your cornered in a whole world you've never seen before; You get your pants on and your foot out the door. left your suit at home with your girl in all her allure. A TV's on and you can see the window transparent, but it's still there. Finding yourself compelled to stare. Don't say you don't. We're passing by a street selling pairs of pears. You blink twice, now in a garden of fruits, four floors with nothing to lose. It's game night, but at least you have padding. A cyclops emitting light, a nurse who picked a fight "Come on sir take your pills!" everything turns to suede a hunger sets in as do the walls, suddenly your bed is made. Black&White with shades between. Older wiser, but weak in the knees. Not a wish, but a sentence. Not yours, but another name was signed. As sense grows the sun shines longer everyday. Finally permitted not to stay, here's your papers be on your way. Where to run to where to stay. What good are papers anyway. The end has came a gunshot wound in which you lay, couldn't there be some other way? Person 2: Turn the corner another life in the city it's escaped and gone to a better place some scream " go and get help!" then there's those who pick up their pace must have been static. Solid shot oh how the blood flowed. Old man freshly shaved dressed the part why did he think he had to go. Got up at seven. This was a new day. This was a new life. Unfolded his finest iron collared shirt with cuff links. It was was his only vice. His jacket and hat waited for him on his way out. The door led to what the past thirty years happened to do for him. The sky seemed smaller no one seemed to have a care. The side walk spawned it's own caught in the crossfire. Shouting of scrambled screeching car tires. The new generation turned out this way. He laid on their sidewalk looking at the sky being told it'd be okay. He paid close attention to eyes and the pitter patter of talk til they came and took him away as they zipped the bag up the sky went away, Was this fate's way? |
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| Monday, July 13th, 2009 | | 1:28 pm |
My mother: I went to the bar there was people doing teriyaki! Me: Karaoke? My Mother: yeahh? |
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| 12:59 am |
This is existential fiction.
Ever heard the story of Baby Busta Burroughs? As a shorty playing in the front yard of the crib, Fell down, and I bumped my head. Somebody helped me up and asked me if I bumped my head I said "Yeah, I had my first whirlwind of backwards VCR memory lane". I saw my own conception. Turns out I was a product of a gang bang. My mother was Susan Denise Atkins aka Sadie Mae Glutz. The divine follower of Charlie, you knoww good old Charles Manson. She was the apple of his eye, his prized killer. The night I happened to see inside this time capsule reflection was the night Lotsapoppa threw a big drug party bash. I watched as she was introduced to my fathers, William S. Burroughs and Busta Rhymes. Mother said "That if I ain't gonna be part of the greatest I gotta be the greatest myself". Unknown to science and free of fertility drugs Burroughs and Busta's sperm fused together that night penetrating Sadie's egg and no, there wasn't twins. Just a superhuman Genome. Lotsapoppa got shot after Charlie had an argument over sales. I was blasted back into the future. "In the magical universe there are no coincidences and there are no accidents. Nothing happens unless someone wills it to happen". I gotta bone to pick; a bowl to pack, hot grease and grits to slap...on the griddle. Now riddle me this, the age old question, the energy is infinite when I wake up I will be a different version of myself. Back to the riddle with this in mind. How am I not myself? Can you answer yourself this? "How am I not myself?" Not I just you, but it takes two for fangs to grow fast like leeches or beaches of lost thoughts; ramble free as kites when I was young I had dreams high as satellites. ex·is·ten·tial: adj. Of or relating to a construction or part of a construction that indicates existence, as the words "there is" in the sentence. |
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| Sunday, July 12th, 2009 | | 4:59 pm |
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| Thursday, June 25th, 2009 | | 10:46 am |
mannn
I'm at the Doctor's. It is ten AM. I am right on time for somethingg for the first tiime in like months. The nurse asks me about life, oh blah blah blah shooting the shit to pass the time talk. As she take's my pulse she stops talking. I can't hear it? I laugh. She asks does that happen a lot. I laugh again and tell her how my friend has tachycardia and is always checking his heart,So I let him feel my chest, neck & wrist to tell him it's better to have a fast pulse then no pulse at all & it always freaks him out & he say's "you're dead!" so the doctor comes in, He see's that I'm taking Trazodone & Ativan for Insomnia, I tell him I do Construction & Landscaping. The more I work the more awake throughout the day. That is doesn't exhaust me, only if I work less do I find myself tired. It's like my adrenaline keeps me moving. When I try to sleep I lay there for an hour or so, to wake up around 3 or four to wait another hour to sleep for another couple hours. I twitch if I keep still. Ask my girlfriend, always movingg. Always thinking too. He looked at me like I was inhuman with his head cocked to the side. He said you appear strong & healthy. I tell him I feel healthy. ohh, what is it to be young he justifies as he awkwardly leaves the room. There's a wonderful start to my day, I always feel like an Alien at every single appointment ever! Neurologist's couldn't figure it out, Speech Specialists said I'm wired realll fucked up & tried to reprogram my brain, Shrink's wanted to drug me, Therapist's too. The hearing people at least could tell me I had 115% hearing where most people are below 100%, how I have a form of Auditory Processing Disorder which sparks like mad cinematic scenes in my head, but what can you do for that. I could of told them that. I don't wanna change. I just wanna be able to function, drive right, work right, to be accepted not brought down to your medical standards. On another hand if you're not with me throughout the day you wouldn't understand what I'm getting at you must observe my true nature's, So how do they make a living on assumptions? I see how society has become it's pandemic cancer swine flu crazed plague, it's not the T-Virus, it's the AMA. Don't let me rant, Don't let the rhymes, no not yet. END IT. |
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| Wednesday, June 24th, 2009 | | 11:15 pm |
Reminder to self:
Get debit card, buy Brittany: Pants,a shirt, and shoes off Charlotte Russe, reservations for dinner, tickets for entertainment, a book or magazine and a movie for at home; and have it delivered on appropriate days of the week. ps I want to want you to watch Martyrs and I Heart Huckabees! and spun again. Can we watch Winnie the Pooh, please. Oh fluff n' stuff, You gotta watch Transporter 3 with me. pss I can't wait for you to get out of the shower. I love you Princess Pie Suggar Sunnshine Water Droplet :] |
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| Sunday, June 21st, 2009 | | 9:11 pm |
"Stupid Child Proof Lighters"
Today I laid in bed all day with Brittany literally except for a few minutes when we went to Market Basket and bought stuff so we could make Shells and Cheez wiz. I guess I forgot to pump my tire up when before I left so when we came back he was on the prowl for me. He couldn't understand how I forgot when he told me twice today. lol. So I fill it up and loosened my valve stem which pissed him off. He also said I used the wrong piece to attach to the compressor. He said he always used the same one for yearrss but it was brand new like a year old. The one I always used was a longer on with no latch, so I know I'm not the one wrong. I calmly dismiss him telling him to calm down. It's not like he never forgets shit. I come in and make Brittany and me food and when I drained the shells I dripped water all on the floor just a little droplet path. My dad walked in and told me to think of what I was doing and to lay off the drugs cause I got a little pasta water on the floor. I told him to shush cause he was mad at the truck or something and now he was yelling about water on the floor. He is ridiculous and every day he gets more and more senile I swear! He then went on to yell about how I thought the cap on your car tires was to prevent air from leaking out where they are really just to keep dirt from going into your tire, like I knew anything about that. I asked what did you do just fall out of the womb knowing everything he replied I taught myself everything. I said I didn't take that path sorry and peaced. He stormed off probably to either a Chinese restaurant or Escapades, I can make bets probably on it. Happy Fatherrrss Dayyy. I am having a blast Brittany and me are having a blast hanging outt. We're looking to go camping in like New Hampshire or something. I always leave KGO<3BMR places. I did it so perfect in the tree at our campsite in Carver. It was brilliant. Too bad niether of us can drink this summer. |
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| Thursday, June 18th, 2009 | | 2:14 am |
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| Tuesday, June 16th, 2009 | | 1:17 pm |
Fuzzy Logic, Its Groovy.
I got B sick. I got sick first started with an itchy throat and runny nose turning to a chillfest feverish game of taking the blanket on and off. I was delusional on Saturday and Sunday. I saw a liquid centipede the size of my fist in a doorway it was clear, but all it's features were all there as I walked through the door it splashed and disappeared. I swearr. Then at B's friend's grad party the tree's were colored like Italian flags and the hue's were glaring at me. I thought a dude carrying a case of bottled water was videotaping everyone with the huge studio size camera's ya know what kind I meann? There was a handicapped girl walking up to people at the party and putting her hands on their back. She touched my back when I was staring at some lasagna and It felt like a ghost had passed into my back a little, as if I wasn't really having contact with flesh; though I could tell I was being touched and I knew it was her. It was another confirmation in life that we are more then bodies, but traveling minds. I had been waiting for her to touch me at some point. When I turned to look her in the eyes there was a clash of spiritual energy. It was like our mind's made peace in the air. I accept everyone, but I felt her energy had questions for my being like she could feel my mind and understand that I perceive things differently then the next and she looked at me like she was thinking the same things about me as I was to her. |
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| Friday, June 12th, 2009 | | 1:04 pm |
I'm just lighting up my.. la ...la laa la la la la
You know my fears. I have no doubt in myself. It's not like I'm Spencer Pratt. I will continue to bring you anything you want. Gala loves you. Rogue is just starting to stay still. What's funny is we're watching the HDTV FLAT, since when do we do this? We could watch that spaceship zoooom, but instead we're watching The hills these bitches are so fucking dumb. It's all good though. I watch. I love it when you rub your belly. September is right around the corner. I wish it was nice out. How do you get rid of a sore throat I haven't had one in hella long. I gotta go to wareham! I might stop by Brandon's without a warning. You better give me some quorn! |
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| Monday, August 11th, 2008 | | 12:27 am |
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| Saturday, August 9th, 2008 | | 4:07 am |
Theres nothing like nodding off to the sound of your babe's heartbeat. It lulls me in making me feel warm and relaxed. Skin is so soft calling me in closer. It's more natural then the heat generated by sheets. Her beauty glows from within, composed, striking. She's asleep. I can sit back and appreciate my attraction to her. She is my one and only. |
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| Tuesday, August 5th, 2008 | | 9:18 pm |
I realized Im still alive!
Hello world! I've been off and on, out and about, living life. I have a girl, She glows with beauity. I find her energy inside myself. The perfect reason to share a world together, unity. A bond so superior it can handle any future. I've been recording here and there. http://www.myspace.com/bombrideI've got all sorts of media production going onn. I'll be back more often. |
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| Wednesday, September 19th, 2007 | | 12:45 pm |
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| Tuesday, November 28th, 2006 | | 2:16 pm |
Can we have recess?
Solitude stance on a balance beam, adapted with parallel light and audio spheres. Blackboard rustic bones washed wisdom into the nonprofit direct earth source foundation. I got lost on a rapid river road. Tin can reality promotes false sold sanctity. The Mouth fed degree a breach in dreams. Suggestive poppy field moral opportunities. Spaces within public places like a B-side if your eye’s wide. A sporadic cannon ability decision suit. Public dean’s disorder intuition had drawn taut. Unknown entity radar homing sensation led a life media flash liability bulb burst. Questions? |
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| 12:10 am |
How the fuck do you get a bomb and anthrax into lincoln memorial...
The time is now 11:51 and the homework in the class that I hadn't gone to is not finished. Queers, paranormal and a slight herbal green blend together a feasible quise. The news is buzzing so loud increasing daily. We need a substitute. The world around you slips and chokes in ways you cannot see. Pace provides years impending order for the cycles to the worlds new order. Air inside trapped doors gather and mystify. A cosmos obscured with blinks of an eye. Two breathes in and out with a lie. They' re shipping overseas. A white fist sunset and dashing rain cause doubles the effect of an mankind overdose. Link to the key shackled with a hole through DNA. The border of proximity is area a plane? Street dead cold ice stare. Dont you forget your soda pop poppa millionaire. Follow your attention forbidden anywhere. strike, you're ouutta here. Remote spasm child falls isolate with the rest of silhouettes.
Lets get some sleep! |
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| Monday, November 6th, 2006 | | 12:44 am |
Monday morning meanders my way.
An iced caramel swirl latte later and I find myself at my work actually on time for once in about 2 months. Today at work a man who appeared as ordinary as can be rolled up to the boy on carriages. Engaging in conversion he told him he was from the cape and didnt know his way around. After being told Taunton was a stones throw away, Middleboro was right up the street, as well as Bridgewater and that he was in Raynham. The man in the SUV bluntly asked the boy " Where can I find a hooker. Where can I find a good blowjob?" ..."well the taunton greens right up there" The boy pointed the way to the obvious response. I would of told him the Comfort Station, a rectangular building off the green. There is a bar right next to it and across the street. Just within sight of these horny drunk fools. Hookers. You have to be direct while trying to help a brother out. I don't know whats worse payin for sex or payin outrageous gas prices to go seek unpromised sex for sale. One of the things I love about havin a job is interaction with the public, seriously. There's always something new bound to happen. You have to be on your toes. |
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| Saturday, November 4th, 2006 | | 1:27 pm |
Why are they called Jet-puffed?
The forest is well. I made a visit to the aged clearing today. Whom is grown in and it wears it well. I met a tree I've never seen before in plain sight. Its been quite a while, possibly eight months. Last spring I had written the following after leaving the place.
Habit, turned routine, grown accustomed too, now its necessary.
Flowers in bloom, yet they grow withered.
The cycle circles everlasting.
Sun comes up, Sun goes down.
I see all of this in its entirety.
Marvel once, frown in intervals,
Its appreciated the sunset sunrise.
...and it still holds true today. |
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| Wednesday, August 16th, 2006 | | 4:56 pm |
Tobacco Enthusiast
Every year people try to quit tobacco products. Out of all the millions who try to stop only ten percent will be successful. Most of them give into their vice before a week has elapsed. Now today I’m going to answer such questions as: What is Nicotine? How does Nicotine work and how it effects your body? Is there any medical use for nicotine? Why is it highly addictive? And how lethal is nicotine? I’m hoping to inform the general public, so they will have second thoughts about buying another pack of cigarettes, snuff, or chewing tobacco. Whatever the users preference may be it’s ultimately bad to the body in the end. In 1828 an alkaloid called nicotine was extracted from the tobacco plant for the first time. This type of alkaloid can only be found in tobacco, tomato, potato, egg, and green pepper plants. It can also be found in the leaves of coca plants. They are all part of the Nightshade family of plants. Nicotine name comes from Nicotiana Tabacum(Tobacco Plant). Nicotiana Tabacum is named after the 16th century French Ambassador Jean Nicot, who promoted the plants medicinal use . Nicotine is an organic compound made of nitrogen, hydrogen, and carbon . Nicotine works on the skin, lungs, and mucous membranes. They can absorb nicotine quickly once contact is made. Nicotine will find its way right into your blood vessels with ease. It then moves to your brain. Users may feel the effects with fifteen seconds after using it . Nicotine causes an increase in activity in the brains Nicotinic Acetylcholine receptors. This activity creates a flow of adrenaline. Adrenaline delivers a stimulating effect. Which increases activity, alertness, and memory. It also increases heart rate and blood pressure and reduces appetites. Nicotine increases levels of dopamine in the brain. An increase in dopamine levels gives the user a sense of gratification. Which leads to addiction . Nicotine also makes burn more calories even when you are sitting down . Low doses of nicotine has shown to act like a stimulant, but taken in large amounts it will act like a depressant. Nicotine itself does not cause cancer. Nicotine disrupts apoptosis. Apoptosis is the bodies’ way of cleansing itself of unwanted, mutilated, or unwanted cells that could become cancerous . Nicotine is actually finding its way to the medical field. New studies show that nicotine can aid someone suffering from Autosomal Dominant Frontal Lobe Epilepsy. Nicotine has shown to improve or relieve the symptoms of Moderate Ulcerative Colitus. Nicotine helps the neurons lost to Alzheimers by improving them or slowing the degenerative ones down. Nicotine has shown to reduce the tics of an individual with Tourette’s syndrome . It also is used to self medicate people suffering from schizophrenia.
Nicotine is physically and psychologically addictive . Nicotine addiction can be compared to heroin or cocaine. It is so addicting people who know it is bad for them will continue to use it and need it. Nicotine stimulates the neural circuitry in the brain making you feel a wonderful sensation; therefore you’ll want to do it again . Symptoms of physical withdrawal include irritability, headaches, anxiety, depression and others such as disruption in thinking and sleeping. Nicotine withdrawals last about a month. Nicotine is lethal if taken in large amounts. Forty to sixty milligrams of nicotine can kill an adult human being . That’s like swallowing 4-5 cigarettes . It is more lethal then most alkaloids. It’s even more lethal then cocaine. The lethal dose of cocaine is one thousand milligrams . Commercially nicotine is sold as a pesticide because it is a potent nerve poison. Signs of nicotine poisoning is vomiting, nausea, headaches, difficulty breathing, stomach pains, and seizures . If you or anyone you know is experiencing this get them to an emergency room right away. Now that I have shown the facts I hope people will learn to stay away from Nicotine. If they do decide to stick to their habit at least they have learned something from this. If they want to make their body a breeding ground for cancer, I can’t say anything else. I’ve laid it out right in front of them for all to see. Now before you pick up your lighter to light your cigarette remember what you have read. Do you really enjoy it that much </font> |
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| Thursday, July 27th, 2006 | | 9:05 am |
I have a friend whose strut and swagger tells you in visual symphonies that his tolerance for life is deeply impacted by his outlook on the world. At times the mere sight of his ghastly white body will scream carnivorous petunia. His verbal excretions will rot your brain like Dooms Day for dinner. His mockery of elegant scents brings the birth of compressed death. His mouth on the other hand is full of stillborn weddings. Where his facial hairs border on civilized animosity, His black slick hair is an unstoppable, but ordered fashionably unpredictable epidemic for the masses. He has a manifestation rather then a laugh that doesn’t let you forget what his mom says “He haunts houses".
Can any of you guess who this friend is? |
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